Cairns on the Trail of Time

For Freedom

**Storyteller’s note–I originally wrote this for another’s blog (The Chaotic Life of Lauren).  I was attempting to let a little of my story out without Himself (my ex-husband, who was my husband at the time) knowing I was talking about anything.  I kept secrets to keep myself alive, literally.  The weight of the secrets was …

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Get Out of My Way–Learning to Forgive Myself

**Storyteller’s note–Originally published February 9th, 2017, in desperation.  I was sick of my current life and had been for a while.  I wanted freedom, and I had no clue how to get there.  I held myself hostage in my own mind via shame and guilt.  I was the cause of so much of my pain, …

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When the Going Gets Tough

On February 25, 2017, I published these carefully crafted words. Five years ago, I struggled to stay afloat–literally and spiritually. I was inhaling more water than oxygen. A few short weeks later, my world drastically changed. I initiated the change. Not wholly in the correct way, however, I “took” when God said He would “give.” …

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